Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
yest was ah bians bdae...and todae ish licheng de bdae..so HAPPY BADE TO LI CHENG and a HAPPY BELATED BDAE TO VIVIAN...lolx...
celebrated her badae yest wif TOH,WK,HAZEL and of cozMII..okes..start frm beginning..
when to church wif hazel..and she was late..nvm...watched China Cry..den she kept sayin dat de baby v cute..den she said sth else..cant sae le..nots she will kill mi
den went to makan den go arcade play den met up wif dem....hazel was lyk...wich 1?..den i said..u sae leh?...hazel:liang ge dou bu shuai...okes..shall stop here..HAHAS...
den went to safra..but dowan walk so called my mum den she sae 812 can go...go happily go lo..halfwae asked my mum whr to get off..den she asked whr us..i sae near katib mrt..den she sae n0no..not supp to b dere..den she sae took wrong de..den we got offf at de swimmin pool dere..AND WALKED ALL DE WAE DERE....hazel even said dat take taxi...Lolx..
reach le den no lane den we took a taxi to orchid country club..viv pay..thx to viv's mum...*thx aunty^^* den we went to play...
toh,wk,hazel,mii and viv de scores 4 de 1st round...:68,50,50,102,70 ..de scores 4 de 2nd round:46,127,81,117,71... respectively..
aft we went to j8 to take neos..de neos can go vivian dere and see..