Sometimes i sit at home
and wonder how it be
if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned a while ago
that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love is not for me
i play the circus clown around my friends
make them laugh and they wont see
that u never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
Lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala,
la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la laLaaaa
Sometimes i sit at home by the phone
hopin he might call me but he dont call me
but then i realize dreams come true
arent for girls like me not like me,
and so i go around with my head up
like it aint no thing
and when the boys around with all my friends
im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat
dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
lord knows its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up
put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...
on my face oooh
Its not easy (thing to do)
sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
its not the life that i would choose
but what else can i do if he dont love me no
if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im laughing cuz no one
knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride
and a smile on my face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la,
lalala, la la, la la, la la,
la la, la la, la la la
todae durin CI was lyk dam farnie in de beginnin..XL n hazel walked in de classroom frm de toilet..mdm hee inside le..den she stopped dem..den went towards XL de adjusted her belt..dende whole class was lyk luff esp mi,ah mea n hazel who was lyk pullin her socks,adjustinn her belt n luffin..den XL was lyk paisseh den whole face turned red den kip coverin her face..den in de end mdm hee stopped wif XL's belt higher den i ever saw.HAHAS..den hazel din escape though she tried..almoz all those who went out kena la..cept mi n viv n nadzi..hehex..phew* decided to chng de class deco frm DNangel+doremon+gundum seed to de 4 seasons+heaven..gd luk ppl..rmb de deadline..b4 wk 7?
did napfa de 5 stations..did betta den i tot..coz of de nice not so strict de tchers..hehez..
inclined pull up: 16..juz nice A[for de 1st tym in my life.hahas] sit n reach: 43.5...hahas improved..whees~ sit ups:32..hehes stomach pain lo while doin.. standing broad jump:155!!PATHETIC LORHX...adyln got de same as mi..*cont lata shuttle run:11.88? i noe its pathetic..well..cant b bothered le..
*de standin broad jump was lyk dam malu lahx...de arrangement was lyk alwaes start frm no.1 den i no.3..i pity hazel..nvm..den i jumped twice..den ah hui was lyk luffin n luffin..and said i jumped lyk a frog..=.-..den viv turn when she jump..no sound de while ours was lyk...swing swing swing den bom..but hers was swing swing swing swing swing den done le..hahas..no sound...den de pathetic part came..adyln's turn..den she swing swing swing den bom..155!!..i was lyk wth..how come suddenly so..den i was lyk stunn tio..den i cover my face wif my hand den shake my head..den aft i looked a ms shamila..*SHE ROX*hahas* she was lyk doin de action of closin her palm in front of her face den throw away..in other words sae i malu*diu lian*..>.<..ya la..i admit oso..*aniwae..GR8 JOB ADYLN..GD LUK 4 UR 2.4KM RUN^^*
and 4 rzone,de passion project tis sun..hehez..hopes things r goin well..hehez..muz do well and get a better advantage over de other regions..region C comin closer le>.<
